I have lately been in a writing slump. I have been many things at many times these last couple of weeks, and a writer is not one of them. I am finding it increasingly harder to be motivated to write, or do anything worth doing these days. I mean, workign out would relieve a great deal of stress, and I can’t seem to do it to sae my life. I don;t want to undo all the progress I have made, but can for soem reason, not bring myself to do it. I find this to be true for many things in my life. I need to find a way out of this slump, and I need to find it now!
For those of your who believe in prayer, now would be a fantastic time to pray for me. Pray for my health, both mentally and spiritually. I feel very under attack right now. I don;t seem to be on gaurd either. I really am jsut waiting for that day off…and it will never come. That week or two when I can jsut relax. And it will not come. At least if you work as a normal teacher, they give you breaks, they realize how important mental health is, and that is not this, and it is not the case.
Anyways, still I search for a way to return to the original course of execution, and the original plan of attack. I look forward to another week in which I can start fresh. I new month perhaps.
I will be turning 27 soon. Not a huge leap, but a tring stone in life.
I find it weird to be thinking about being 27, and yet it approaches no matter what I think about it. My mind can barely comprehend the magnitude of this turning point, while my mind lay back, somewhere in my early twenties.
I guess we’ll keep fighting for a new day. Until then I keep on keepin on.
