Simple,
Overcoming lord, I am amazed at your grace.
You show me love, you show me grace that can not be obtained.
I was bought, you paid a price, the ultimate sacrifice,
Can I meet you in this place, where I can say…
Oh lord, oh lord, sanctify me, make me whole, make me free
I have been hanging on every word, for so long,
I can’t be heard, I can’t be seen…
I wait for you, for you to carry me,
I have spent the last three hours putting together and rearranging my myspaces so that I could display my new music on them. Please please go check them out if you have a few minutes…and I will promise to write something of substance very very very very soon…lots to blog…just losing track of time…that’s all…
there is a link to the right here that you can connect to my music page from…
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In the list of things that should be done, I often fight the lists order. So at this moment when reading and studying should be on the top of that list, music and blogging take the steal for first. Sometimes it’s a mad dash to say something, and sometimes it’s just time. Now I guess is just one of those times.
I figured it was about time to reflect on the past couple months dragging the rest of the year in tow with it. By this, I would like to examine the year at large, and simply take a collection of moments that I am thankful for.
I guess to properly start. I have to slide back to approximitely longer than a year ago. In the fall of 2005 i was working for a theatre that I love more than most, but cannot stand to remain one of its pillars. It’s hard, but I thank God for giving me, one, a friend who has been with me through thick and thin, who was there for the whole mess. God bless this person, abundantly. I soon there after moved to the windy city with some friends who lovingly opened their couch for my sleeping pleasure for a month, in which I will always be greatful. Chicago was a force, and place to be rekoned with, and I was walking through the storm.
Shortly after I found my place, which another friend of mine was more than helpful in the process helping me financially get off the couch. For that trust, I am greatly blessed, and for Gods great blessing on me, I didn’t make a fool of myself. I lived and worked, and fell behind in life, unmotivated by life for many months enjoying and fighting the company of another lovely person in my life. Although life seems to throw curveballs, we have to hang back sometimes, and take the strike, and get back in the box. And that we did.
Fast forwarding a little. In the middle of June, after many changes had occured, I was on a plane to the other side of the planet. In which I now reside. I have officially been in South Korea for almost 7 months, and time is flying. I have been tested, thrown, andtried many times. I am still standing, wobbly at best sometimes, but still moving. God has walked me through each step of the way. I have returned to a walk that not many truely have the chance to take. I am enjoying the bittersweet opportunity to salvage the remains of mistakes and heart breaks, and the muck that life has throw my way. I will not, EVER, say that those things were not my fault. I have learned the importance of taking responsibility of my crap.
I am happily enjoying the new place God has put me. I am still sad for the place in I had to leave in order to get to where I am now. I look forward for the months to come. I also look forward to the months to come.
I pray I have the strength the carry on in the direction I am moving towards.
I am thankful for you. Thank YOU. You oh Lord are the anchor of my ship, the rock on which I step in faith. In you Lord I have been provided for.
